Great timing on this post (even if I'm about to steer it in a slightly different direction for a second) because I've recently re-discovered digital after 5 years of not giving it a second glance and I must say, I'm getting hooked again.
Before you start getting concerned let me reassure you that my reasons for this about-face are predictably perverse and high among them is the fact that low-end digital can be
spectacularly crappy something that's just fine by me.
The thing is I'm too busy with 2 young kids and a stupid job to do photography the way I want to. Aside from a short holiday last March with some friends, I haven't been able to put in any serious shooting time for nearly 2 years. To compensate I scratch my 'photo itch' by doing things which take up less time at one sitting: helping run this website, doing the podcasts, taking a lot of snaps of family Wenn, reading photo-related material, getting to know more and more photographers and so on.
However, even with small amount of film I do manage to shoot I'm finding that my turnaround time from taking the pictures to arriving at finished scans/prints can be 3 months at best and - on occasion - more than 12. While this is the way it is and while I've (just about) accepted that it's my lot for now, I do really miss the excitement, creativity, experimentation, the ongoing education and the 'show and tell' of my previous existence as a photographer. I think of my photography these days as being nothing more than treading water.
Recently however I was given an HP 514 iPAQ Voice Messenger (the rest of us would call it a phone) with a 1 megapixel camera onboard. So what, right? Millions have people have phones with cameras in them and most are way better quality than 1 megapixel. Well, here's the cool bit; my phone come with GPRS and WiFi which means that wherever I am (within reason) I can take a photo and then email it to a person or a website and have it online in seconds. Very cool. The fact that the cam is so low-res actually frees me from any concerns I would otherwise have had about crossing over to 'the dark side'. Half the time I'm shooting blind anyway because it only takes a moderately bright sun for the 'viewfinder' to become useless, so on those occasions it's a case of point and hope more than anything else.
How proud of me those Lomographic Society people would be (miaow!).
Worth pointing out at this juncture that I came to film photography via toy cameras and have only relatively recently taken glass lenses even vaguely seriously, so when I say the camera phone is crappy, I'm not being a snob. It's never been about high resolution or razor sharp focus for me; it's been about the feeling I get from using film and that's why digital is of absolutely no interest to me at all for serious work (see, I just called it 'work' finally...took me 5 years, but I suppose I'm starting to take things seriously at last).
The final component of my conversion back to digital is that I'm a complete web geek and not having a regular flow of film images to put 'out there' on the Interweb has been a pain. So I've completely embraced the whole shoot-then-upload process that has become available to me since getting the iPAQ a fortnight ago. If nothing else using the phone underlines for me the difference between digital and film photography and reinforces the gulf between them - within the context of my life and my prejudices. On one hand there's the ubiquotous, casual, disposable, shallow, ugly output of digital. On the other there's the challenging, increasingly exclusive, mysterious (still), tangible and ultimately beautfiful output of film.
...and if my only problem with film is that I don't have time to work with it as much as I'd like then it's wonderful to be able to snap away with my stupid digital phone/camera/whatever and get things up online so that I can still tell a story through my photos...just not as elegantly. I've been uploading photos to my own blog at
http://edwenn.tumblr.com the best of which get re-posted on Fickle. Here are three of my faves so far (small versions because I really shouldn't be posting digital snaps here)
Oh and as for the topic that I steered this thread away from; the fact that digital MF is now as good as film MF. I'll let the tech geeks worry about that sort of thing. I know which I prefer and always will do and it's got nothing to do with 'quality' or pixel numbers...also the comment someone made about the price difference
DID make me smile a lot.