If it was anything like my own builds, it must have been quite a melodrama!
One small victory followed by 5 defeats, or something like that.
And every time I do something similar, at some point I ask myself why I've started this in the first place?
And then I figure I'm in too deep to just abandon the project. And if I do, every time I think of it it just hurts, so I jump back in the game.