You are very kind to say Skoj. I've gone over that again and again in my head and there is nothing I would like more than to accelerate. Unfortunately, I cannot seem to make those wishes come true. I am physically beat up and emotionally wrecked in my everyday life. I simply cannot commit. I am content, however, with the occasional online photography call for work, as well as with publication. That makes me happy, but I'm a mess...and to quote one of my dearest friends, I can't be bothered. Right now anyway...
Thanks so much everybody for your lovely thoughts....