To recap, I bought a Fuji Instax Wide and almost a dozen 4x5 film holders in order to expose the film in my 4x5, which I'd then run through the Instax wide camera rollers.
I don't understand what happened, but despite technical problems in getting the film to run through the camera after I exposed it and much sweating in the changing bag, I finally got it to work and still the film basically looked totally unexposed. And yes, I'm sure the film was facing out properly when taped to the film holder. Tried different exposures, really going up to really long ones and nothing. Then just to see, took a film and exposed it to daylight and ran that through and that came out how you'd expect, totally white. So, in my own way, I re-created Fuji black & white instant film -- some pics are black and some are white.
(And since I had it set up, I tried that old Polaroid 55. Just the bottom corners developed in artsy parabolas of molasses like spread developer. That first pic I took of Satish is apparently the only good one in the $200 box of 20.)
Then I discovered what I should've fucking did to begin with. Fuji FP100C pack film and a Fuji PA-145 pack film holders for a 4x5
http://www.adorama.com/fjfp100cn.htmlhttp://www.ebay.com/itm/161867922323?_trksid=p2055119.m1438.l2649&ssPageName=STRK%3AMEBIDX%3AITWhich I have to wait til next pay to buy because I spent my money on a craptastic Instax camera and 11 4x5 film holder (they're actually in great shape -- will use some day).
The only saving grace is I didn't buy a $100 ND filter for the 800 speed Instax film, and that the flowers I bought this morning to shoot are quite lovely (wish I had pics to show).